There been a long time did not write some sentimental post due to I do not have any idea or maybe I had been over busy recently. Now I am trying to write one but I still unsure that if this post will have an ending. In order for me to write this post I close all the lights in the house and just listen to some favorite songs in my hand phone.  Few days ago I remembered I said I know I belong to music as it really reflects to my every single nerve cell.

Recently, I keep asking myself if I really understand happiness. During my teenage I got a lot of dreams. Now, when I recall all the dreams that I had during teenage I laugh to myself. I was born in a very small town and I never been to a big city so I thought everything is very easy. The day is over now; I do not dare to think about any big dream because I understand that it is hard to survive in this city.

Sometimes during night time I will look up to the sky and close my eyes to imagine back my teenage dreams and hope when I open my eyes everything comes to reality. I tell myself I must be strong, work hard that my dreams might come true in someday but now I notice that I get older and older and nothing had come true. I always tell people that I like to keep young but I never tell them why. Actually I don’t want to face the reality that I am getting older and the true is I am over judge my ability where I don’t have any my dream successfully come true.

Day by day I lose confident of myself; I start to not believe of what I can do.  Am I lost? Or I am too complicated? I had ever think that why not I just give up everything and go back to a simple life as I am just suffering myself to get the things I want. Living in a simple town without having to see any cement or bricks jungle. Doing some small business for example delivery milk or newspaper from one house to a house in the morning at the same time my two dogs Smith and Isaac jogging while I am riding my bicycle. In the evening see the sky or mountain then I can do some drawing or writing blog so I could share to the world that how pretty is the life without complicated algorithm – but I know that I am just not someone who able to live like a ostrich.

I will continue to work for my dream, when will I give up? I’m not sure. Although I didn’t manage to make my dreams come true now but I hope yours’ had been success or will be coming soon.

Thank you for reading.

Ken Wah

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